you just got me naked…;p

..nightmares..

i woke up one morning
with hands placed on my face
i felt my body trembling
losing all its grace

that nightmare did quite shake me
i had almost cried
i couldn’t believe how clearly
you left although i tried

though i know it’s just a nightmare,
stories of the mind
i hope that you will always be there
ready to stay behind

i can’t afford to lose you
not now, not anytime
for i’d be worse than being blue
coz you’re my only dime

dump_it
may 30, 2005
4:17 pm

—>another post before i go to skul for tomorrow… hahaha…;p

GOIN CRAZY

Ever since the day you went away
And left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn’t been the same
Oh baby no
When I looked into your eyes
The moment that I let you go I just broke down (down)

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
‘Cause the feelin that I feel within no other man
Would ever make me feel so right

It’s nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I’d rather have you here with me
Right next to me
And I miss the way you hold me tight

I’ve got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I’ve gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I’d cross the world for you
I’d do anything

That’s right baby
I’m goin’ crazy
I need to be your lady
I’ve been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I’m in love with you (baby)

That’s right baby
Im goin’ crazy
I need to be your lady
I’ve been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I’m in love with you (baby)

Break it down now I’ll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you it’s been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak
Can’t believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me
And you want me
And you miss me
And you love me
I’m your lady
I’ll be around waiting for you
Put it down be the woman for you
I’m falling so deep for you
Crazy over you I’m calling
Callin’ out to you
What am I gonna do?
It’s true no frontin’
It’s you ain’t no other
I can no longer go on without you
I’ll just break down (down)

I’ve got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I’ve gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I’d cross the world for you
I’d do anything

That’s right baby
I’m goin’ crazy
I need to be your lady
I’ve been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I’m in love with you (baby)

That’s right baby
I’m goin’ crazy
I need to be your lady
I’ve been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I’m in love with you (baby)

—>heia…!Ü wla lng… sbi ko sa inio eh… ngsesenti na tuloy ako…;p heheh… wla lng… i lyk this song a lot… dunno… maybe because i can rel8 to it?… perhaps… i think so…Ü heheh… the message is nice and the tone is good… i lyk it… really…Ü heheheh… i think my pic is too big… dunno wat’s happenin with it… oh well… have u heard of secret love by jojo?… we belong together by mariah?… and erm… nu p ba… feel good inc by gorillaz?… i lyk em… i also lyk the new song of session road though that’s not for me to sing… no way… heheh… and the song of mojofly ‘bato’ makes me laugh… hahaha… i love music… heheh… sna nga i know how to hit the drums eh pra okei… hehehe… ano p ba ikkwento ko for today?… erm… lkas ng ulan… hahaha… nu ba nngyyri skin kung ano2 n nkkwento ko… gawsh… loka n ata ako eh…;p hahaha… i’m warped i told yah… hmmmmmmmm… i wanna go to skul na….. cge… til here nlng muna i’ll try to mke new posts next tym and upload photos pa… check my album okei???…ÜÜÜ

Incomplete

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Incomplete

—>
hai naku… pati ata ako nhwa na sa mga kasentihan mo marvin jay… hahaha…;p ayan na po ang lyrics ng npkadalas mong kntahin sa fone with matching headtone pa…Ü hahaha… lol… try ko hmnap ng the day u sed gudnyt kso wla kc dun sa isang syt eh kya next tym nlng un hunny… okei? okei?…;p hahaha… i miss you…Ü

i dunno y i’m wrting this one actually… i just don’t feel QUITE well and i don’t feel comfy with it… argh… i can’t spill it… i don’t wanna think of it… i wanna have it crashed outta my brains!!!!!… bullcrap… this started bothering me starting last night wen my sister and i talked hard court… waaaa… bad3p… i dunno to whom i’m gon confide bout this… all i know is that ryt now, my mind’s messed up, also my heart… i never ever wanna get hurt… neither do i wanna get caught between the most precious persons in my life… i don’t wanna choose… no way!… i dunno wat to do… i’m just thankful i can sigh… it relieves me and takes the bitterness away… a bit… and only for a while… oh my… i don’t think i have to make this one a big deal… but i’m telling you i’m too afraid… whew… if only you know wat i’m goin thru ryt now then ud understand… but NO ONE can understand me ryt now… no one will be there to help… it’s gon be my own decision, no one else’s… i dunno… whew… i’m walking on eggs… every step is important and every action is being watched… shit… i hate this kind of situation and i can’t stop wondrin y i have to go under these all??? i mean… i’m doing well, i think… am i not?… and there’s no reason for me to be damn afraid like this… but i’m thinkin of the WHAT IF’s… and u can’t blame me… no… u can’t blame me… damn… *sigh*… i wanna get rid of this asap… i have to… or else i’ll live in misery all my life… who wants that to happen?… no one… damn… i hope someone can just save me ryt now… i hope……….

..mushED..

every night i stay awake
and give myself a little break
to think about the times we’ve spent
we never wished that was to end

the way your hand locks into mine
your stares that make me feel so fine
your lips that i just love to kiss
your hugs that i obviously miss

hun i never felt this way
to any other guy astray
seems like you put a spell on me
that would never ever make me free

i was not used to be like this
to be so sweet, i feel so pissed
but that’s what i really feel for you
i’d do anything for you, my boo

dump_it

april 23, 2005
3:14 pm

–>i made this poem during those times wen i missed hunny so much… hehehe… sounds like twasn’t me pero aq tlga yan… hahahahaha…;p actually, mtgl n rin akong gmgwa ng poems… i think since i was in elem i already have this ‘poetic sense’ in my blood… nux… hahaha…;p but i think it wud be better pag ggwa k ng poem tpos nafifil mo tlga ung theme ng poem n ggwin mo… i was lucky enuf dhil wyl i was doing this one, i know my emotions are for real kya it didn’t take me a hard time pra ma-accomplish ko to… tnx to hunny…Ü hehehe… i’m missing you ryt now… ulit… haha…;p

heia!…Ü my name is melanie… but i prefer being called lanie…Ü la lng… nyaha… i’m really weird… i’m 16 and i was born on april 22… a taurus yeah… i enjoy doin different things like malling, shopping, eating, sleeping, watching dvds and all that… i think i just included these sa frndster?!… check nio n nga lng ung… hehehe… kuleterz… erm… ano p ba?… msyhin akong ksma but wen i get moody, i mean it… mlkas ang topak at mdling mbd3p?… dpends actually… bsta… haha… i’m warped and can be quite unpredictable at times… erm… a weirdo, that is me… bsta… i do lotsa stuffs… ang gulo ko noh?… oh well gnian tlga… haha… pagpasenxahan nio n ko ngaun kc lkas ng ulan d2 eh… i feel sleepy tuloy… lol…Ü i’ll be including other posts pa kya just keep on checkin them out…;p tnx… and oh, before this one slip ouuta my head, kya pla gnian ung blog name ko (you just got me naked) kc wla lng… trip ko lng… don’t dare mke another meaning ha?… cpain ko kau cge… hahahahaha… okei… just mail me at taz22lanie@yahoo.com… tc…Ü