Archive for July, 2005

i dunno…

Monday, July 25th, 2005

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-When a GUY is quiet and is alone,
He is thinking of you and he misses you.

-When a GUY is lying on his bed,
He is thinking deeply why he loves you.

-When a GUY looks at you in your eyes,
He wants to tell you how much he loves
you and how important you are to him.

-When a GUY answers “I’m Fine” after a
while,
He is not and feels hurt.

-When a GUY keep asking you the same
question,
He is wondering why you are lying.

-When a GUY hugs you while sleeping,
He is wishing that you belong to him
forever.

-When a GUY calls you everyday,
He Miss You and wants your attention.

-When a GUY wants to see you everyday,
He cares for you and he wants to know how
are you today.

-When a GUY sends message to you
everyday,
He wants you to know he is fine.

-When a GUY says I love you,
He really means it.

-When a GUY says that he can’t live
without you,
He has made up his mind that you are his
future
wife.

-When a GUY says “I Miss You”,
He wants to see you immediately.

i dunno… hehe… i just saw this from a friend’s post and i came to wonder if these things are true… erm… haha… no idea… why don’t we ask the GUYS anyway? will you guys make a comment bout this?! is this true or what… hahah…;p

pouring my heart out… in this post…;p lol…

Saturday, July 9th, 2005

it’s been a long time dba?… since i’ve posted a poem… hehe… wla lng… cgro dhil scattered ang ideas ko ngaun… mhrp gmwa pg di ka concntrated eh… hai… wla lng…

anong bang nafifil ko today?… a part of me is QUITE happy… 3rd monthsary nmin ni vin eh…;p saya saya nming 2…;p i’m so happy for us… and thankful rin kc we’re together, na nvr nming naicp n mngyyri pa… how weird… how ironic… hai naku…Ü kso nga lng d kmi mgksma today… and mrmi kming aattendang lkad next fridays kya mttgaln ulit bgo ko xa mksma…;p pero okies lng… hehe…

a part of me… inaantok na… it’s 1:10 in my fone… am… pero ayko pa… i’m still enjoying chatting with my friends sa ym… lol… heheheh…

ano pa ba… i miss my bestfriend so much… biglaan ko xang naiicp… BEZ-BEZ DAWN… i hope nbbasa mo to… i miss you… i miss you a lot… syang tlga once lgn tau nkpgmit nung vacation… miss ko na ang pgtawa nting ng wlang dhilan… gawsh… hai nku… i’m looking forward pra mkta ka ulit… sna mgonlyn ka… lol… but i know ur bc ryt now… kya it’s ayt wimme… hai… dont ever think of me letting u go okei?… no freakin way… as in no way… y shud i?! i have one of the best persons i this world… oh my gosh dont ever think of that nymore bez bez… okei?! i luv u sooo much as in… as in tlga…;p

sizzzzy… musta na?… it’s been quite a while nrin… bhra n tau mkpgchikahan unlyk nung 2nd yr… i’m missin u as well…Ü hai… i’m luking forward sa 22… i miss you… both of us got great fafas…;p lol… gud luck s inio…Ü i’m happy for both of you… stay strong no matter how hrd the crcmstances may be… hehhehe… i luv u rin siZZZY….;p

hai… this is knd of weird… pero… i dunno… i feel sad, mad, angry, and pessimistic rin… dunno… di maiiwaasan eh… cgro klangan tlga yan… minsan… but i’ll never fail to luk at it’s brighter side… hehehe…

LANIE kya mo yan…;p

AJA AJA AJA!!!…

u’ve gone thru many things n pra ngaun k p mging weakling…;p

hehehe…

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thanks alps…;p

Friday, July 1st, 2005

CRASH AND BURN

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It’s hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can’t take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump i’ll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You’re not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You’re caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can’t face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump i’ll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You’re not alone

‘Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it’s over you’ll breathe again
You’ll breathe again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

—> this song is for alps… wla lng… tnx tlga sa lhat… i appreciate everything you’ve done (and the things you’re still doing) for me… ang bait mo tlga as in… i thot u wer a meddler wen we were in frst year… remember that?… the times nung mgkaaaway p tau… or shud i say… tyms na inaaway mo ko?! haha… bsta… whatever that one is, i’m still thankful dhil nptibay nung ang frndship ntin… namimiss ko na ang mcdo sexons ntin… plan tau!!!… hehe… tpos cgrdo kwentuhan to the max un…;p cge til hir nlng… bsta though this one’s already cliche, lagi lng tlga ko nandito for you… i mean it mor than ever… promise promise…Ü

i’m reminiscin… mei problema ka?…

Friday, July 1st, 2005

hai naku… hmmm… ano ba… how am i gonna start this one?… erm… wla lng… actually gsto ko mgkwento tlga tungkol sa lawrence… lawrence is far different from darwin, sa ngaun… bsta… i dunno… nung una lawrence was lyk hell (sorry for the term) kc nga wla dun ung closest friends ko, CNA… and knti lng ang darwin dun so i thot can’t relate ako… hahaha… bsta gnon… at tska there were situations that put me into test… with lawrence people… bsta skin nlng un… heheh…

erm… sa lawrence mhilig mgkopyahan ng homeworks ang mga tao at isa ko sa mga un… haha… di maxadong todo-bigay pgdting sa presentaxons… cgro meron pang nttrang hiya… hahah… sa lawrence di rin mhlig mgrecite ang mga peepz… thmik lng cla… lging mgulo ang clssrum nmin… mkkta mo ang chairs na blktad lgi… bsta… tska prang wlang cleaners n ngeexist… hehe…

on the other hand, sa darwin mhlig mgrecite ang mga tao… wlang pke kung mali as long as try to speak ur mind… bakawan sa recitation at kariran sa paper worx… sa darwin sbrng dmi kong math-advisers… hehe… nakakamiss… sa darwin kya mong sayawin ang pinkamalaswang sayaw ng wlang malisya… sa darwin tanggap ka kung ano k tlga, prang mtgal nio nang kilala ung isa’t-isa… at sa darwin, bring it on… ilbas mo kung anong meron ka…

sna gnon din sa lawrence…

kso nde… xmpre unique ang bawat sexon… pero sna kht mging unique man ung sexon ko, mging msya prin… kc nman… 4th yr na… last yr na tpos di p ntin ppsyahin… dba?…

pno nman kc di mgiiba-iba… xmpre iba-iba rin ung mga tao sa bwat sexon at ang mga taong un eh iba-iba rin ang character… namimiss ko ang energy, ang taas ng atp at pgging hyper ng mga classmates ko… yan tuloy… feeling ko npakalikot ko sa lawrence kht na pra skin normal mode lng un… namimiss ko c tine, ang co-chem lover ko… c jaq n ksma ko lgi s pgkain ng mrmi…;p haha… hai… how i wish…

pero dba? ano p bng mggwa… i just hafta cherish kung nu meron ako ngaun… sna wlang mga plastik sa lawrence… sna wlang mga backstabber sa lawrence… at sna lgig totoo… sbhin kung anong ayaw at sbhin ang gustong sbhin sa isang tao…

pero mei isang taong ayw nila sa lawrence… ayw nila kasher at gngwan nila ng case study…;p haha… honstly speaking, a part of me wud want to join them… just a part… kc nga nman mejo nakakairita nga… pero di pa nman ako gnon ka todo asar sa taong un… kya… ignore nlng mna…;p hehehe…

thank God at andun cna xe, er at ren… kming 4 ang lging kumkain, ngkukulitan at ngaasaran…;p kso nga lang, absent c xexe khpon pa at pti ngaun… sad… miss ko n c xe…;p lol…

tnx din sa mga buddies ko sa lawrence… ipgptuloy ntin ang ksiyahan!!!…;p aja!!!… hehehe…ÜÜÜ

sa mga ptolemy peeps n cna jheric at justin, the j duo, tnx dhil shnshare nio ang iniong tlino sa amin… hehehe…;p

cge hnggg d2 nlng muna… an2k n mdling araw n eh… au revoir…Ü