you just got me naked…;p

yipee!!! tentenenentenen!!! hahah… so happy tlga ko i passed both of my courses at xmpre chem eng at UST…Ü woohoo!!! hehehe…

well isa nlng ang aking hinihintay na resulta pero asa pa dba… heller… BAA at BA sa UP… oooh la la… haha… kundi triple quota e double quota nman… but still my fingers are crossed… wrong move tlga badchrip… i shud have figured out na ndi dpt un ang course na aking kinuha… but anyway happy ako dhil at least mei chem eng option na ako…

grabe tlga i can’t define the happiness im feeling ryt now… for so many reasons tlga as in…

sa DLSU, i passed my first choice which is bus ad but then mas gsto ko ung second choice ko…:c another thing, i was very unfortunate kc di ako dun nakakuha ng scholarship and though aus lng nakakahiya nman un sa parents ko…

at eto… ang dream school ko, goodness, ADMU, di man alng ako pnyagang kumuha ng entrance test… huhuhu…:c so sad!!!… DLSU nlng daw ksa dun dhil mas mlpit… pero kc…… ever since i was in elementary un na tlga ang aking dream skul, THE ATENEO DE MANILA UNIVERSITY… but now, naicp ko rin na ung gsto kong course eh not so gud in ADMU… kya aun, i let it go nlng…

UP as i said is so ASA… haha… im not being pessimistic pero ayoko nang umasa… if ever man ndi ako dun dlhin ni God, it will be alryt… and isa pa di ako kumuha dun ng opted course ko… it was too early kc before ko pa nlman na ung COURSE n UN ung gsto ko… grabe tlga…

pero God is soooo good tlga…!!! haha… i passed!!! i passed i passed!!! im so happpppppppy!!! hehehe… and no worries and hussles na kc interview nlng… yipeee!!! sna USTE na ko… USTE ang preferd campus ko so far since xur na chem eng na ko dun… kc if ever i go to UP, i hafta shft pa…

hai… HOW I’D LOVE TO BE A CHEMIST!!! sna mangyari tlga… i think it’s something worth dying for… nkanux… TNX TO MAM COCO!!! hahah… i owe a lot to her… for me loving chem… grabe… tnx mam!!! hahaha… so happy… i love my lyf…;p hahahah…

kakainis miss ko na ang aking sizzy… huhuhu… kakamis tlga nung 2nd year lgi kmi usap tpos d ako lgi umaattend ng chorva… ano bang twag dun?… ung mei pulis pa?… bsta un na un… miss ko na xa…:c huhuhu… di na kmi mxdo gumagala… sad tlga… hai… our lives had changed already but still we find tym for each other… kso nga lng miss na miss ko na xa… bwct na unli tlga di ko tuloy xa mtxt… so sad… i miss her…:c

hai nku nakakainis tlga ang araw na to for so many reasons na di ko na mapecify sa sobrng dmi… kung pwede lng burahin ang dec. 21 sa calendar knna ko pa gnawa… grrr…

i feel so bored na ang dami-daming dapat gwin… bsta… kainis… hai… di pa ko mkaunli… edi sna knna ko pa tnxt c tweet kc xa lng nman ang available today na gsto kong pagshare-an… hai… sad pa ko ng konti kht na iniicp kong wag na… ang hrap d mging sad… kakainis… tpos… nku… bsta… watever… i hate this day tlga… nakaktamad na nakakainis na kakabanas na kakabad3p… lhat lhat na ata ng negative present sa araw na to… grrrr… wish ko lng mging mtino bkas…

at wish ko lng magkaron na ulit ng unli… pra mtxt k c tweet… miss ko na xa… gsto ko xa mkausap at mei kkwento ko sa knia…

hmp…

this day is so cheapangga…;p hahaha…;p tgal ni vin mgOL… tpos nagugutom na ko tgal mgluto ng dinner… tpos bwct ung unli lging system chorva… kya npakacheapangga… nd hindi lng yan… nglinis ako ng bahay… huhuhu… npkaunfortunate ko tlga… poor unfortunate soul…;p haha… anyway, xctd na ko tlga mg22… kc mit kmi ni hunhun… after nun almost 2 wiks ko xa d mkkta… so sad nman nun… tpos… excytd ntin ako mgxmas…!!! sna bgyan ako money ng mga ninang at ninong ko…;p teehee… pero… di ako excyted sa noche buena… kc… kc… tataba na nman ako so fatty na…;p hehe… ryt now… wla lng… gsto ko lng mgtype at kchat ko c chiche… so chorva nia tlga… churba…;p haha… panget pkingggan… gutom na koooooooooo!!!…;p hehe… till here na lng muna…Ü antayin ko si hunhun…;p

u’ll never have a clue how it feels like… prang mei mundo sa loob mo na gusto mong tanggalin… oh shit it’s so depressing… dunno kung mgging thankful ba ko for what i have or wat… ewan… mlmang di ko pa nafeel ung mpunta sa iba… i can’t sense anything na ‘welcoming’ in here… dummy…

kakainis tlga… kht anong positive approach ang gwin mo lalabas at lalabas prin ung sakit… at grabe hirap magtago ng feelings… prang mgbuburst ka… gawsh… ang mhrap pa dun bkt cla pa ung ngpapafeel sakin nun… san pa kya ako hhnap ng gnong pagmamahal… asa pa…

iniicp ko cgro gngawa rin to ni God pra mging strong ako… pra di ako iyakin at sensitive… pero naiicp ko rin kung bkt gnon ung treatment nila… so unfair…

“ano ka ba bakit wala ka pang nhhnap?… pampatagal ka naman eh…”, “oh ano na nangyari sau knna ka pa jan wala ka pa rin napipili?…” bwct… pwede ba kung wala kang matutulong u shut up nalang?… nkakadistract ka pa eh… leche tlga… grabe for ilang years ko na rin tntgo at pilit knkeep sa sarili ko… mahal nio ba tlga ko?!… haiiiiii… bwct…

wala ka pang masabing positive… puro nlng negative ung tinitingnan mo… mgkaron man ako ng achievement iba pa sasabihin mo… “dapat lang”… bkt gnon?… d ba pwedeng “nice nman”… ano bang difference?… grabe ka… puro kplastikan pnpkta mo sa friends mo nkakainis ka na tlga… kala mo ang bait bait pero cge, kung alam nio lng…

ihateyou… ihateyou… ihateyou…

BWAHAHAHAHA.

wala lang… panibagong evidence ng aking kagagahan…;p hahahah… sarap mang-asar…;p lol… i feel so happy today…;p

para nman machange ang blog ko dhil puro nlng point of view ko ang mga panagsasasabi ko here, iibahin ko nman… point of view nman ng isang tao… here it goes…;p haha…

–> naglalakad ako ksma si *toot* at si *toot* plbas ng masci ng makakita ako ng isang $#!@*+!!!!! gawsh kadiri…;p hahahahaha… feelich pa… eeewwwww… at para maipakita ko sa kanyang xa ay isang worthless biotch ay kinulit ko si *toot*… at naging masaya naman si *toot* sa pangungulit kong iyon…;p hahahah…

NAGETS MO BA?!

hahaha… malamang inde… xempre ako lng makakagets nian… bukas magegets nrin ni tweet yan…;p hahah… so funny…;p

cgro mhrp mpunta sa situaxon ng isang biotch noh?… dmi tlgang biotch sa mundo… malay mo isa pa ko dun…;p hahahahah… lol… kaharutan…

saya kumanta ng sk8r boi…;p

sorry BIOTCH but you missed out
well tough luck that boy’s mine now
we are more than just good friends
this is how this story ends
too bad that you couldn’t see
see the man that boy could be
there is more than meets the eye
i see the soul that is inside
he’s just a boy
and I’m just a girl
can I make it anymore obvious
WE ARE IN LOVE
HAVEN’T YOU HEARD
HOW WE ROCK EACH OTHERS WORLD?

*belat* <—–hahahaha… childish ni melanie… harot…;p hahaha…

tpos na ko sa frst part ng blog na to so here comes part two…;p nyaha…

npgpslmatan ko na ang 3 sa mga chuper important persons sa buhay ko at ngaun… gsto ko pslmatan ang aking fave kada… CNA!!!Ü

i miss CNA na…Ü hehe… with tine and jaq… nyaha… wala lng… buti i get to be with them last thursday… i feel so happy at so harot kc eh… wenever im with them… nyaha… pra b kcng npkalively tlga nmin… nkpachorva… haha…Ü namimiss ko na c tine tine… i hope nbbasa mo to… kc nmimiss ko na ung kakomptenxa ko sa recitation… yan tuloy d n ko super recitation gurl ngaun…:’c it’s so sad… hehe… nmimiss ko na ang chem bonding ntin… haha… sharing of chem knowledge… oooooooh how i love it!!! nyaha…Ü and ung energy mo gawsh… nangungulila na ko dun tine tine… hehe… lalo na ung pgbabasa ko ng fone mo (ninakaw kc eh epal nung mgnanakaw) tska ung pgbbasa mo ng fone msgs ko… hehe… wala lng ang saya saya tlga nting 3 nila jaq noh?… kakamiss…

then jaq jaq…Ü hehehe… miss n kta ksma sa canteen… chobwa… at ung pgkain ntin ng npkdmi… haha… ung bnbili nting choco brownies na mei chips sa ibabaw or pillows… 2 pillows sakin sau 1 lng…;p haha… tpos large iced tea mo at medium green kiwi tea ko… huwaw…;p haha… tska ung green mangoes at salted eggs!!!!! nyaha… tpos c orias p ung pnpkuha ntin ng asukal kc ihahalo ntin ung toyo at asukal dhil ayaw ntin ng bagoong…;p haha… pati ung pagtuturo mo skin kung paano mgipit ng hair tska mdlas ikaw ngiipit skin kc yaw ni xexe… hai… miss ko na kaung 2…

miss ko na kaung 2 tlga… soooobra… sa 18 ha lkad tau?… dmi2 ko na ikkwento sa inio eh sobra…Ü hihihi… cutesy… papic n rin tau…;p haha… takaw mode n nman ako lalo eh…;p lol…

cge till here nlng… nyaha…

i feel so blessed tlga… and dming bagay ang dpt kong ipagpasalamat… gawsh…

yeah yeah mrmi nga eh kya feeling ko d mgkakaxa kung imemention ko lhat…;p kya ung mga feel ko tlga imention muna… hehe…

xmpre una sa lahat ay ang aking baby vinny… hunny i hope nbbasa mo to… well i feel so confdent n mbbasa mo nman to eh…;p haha…Ü hunhun… i want to apologize khpon… oh well damn it… haha… wla lng… ewan ko ba weird ko tlga…;p lol… haha… soooooooorrryyy… hehe… but anyway naappreciate ko tlga ung gnawa mo… i feel so mean tlga… haha… nung una kht pa cnendan mo ko ng mgsgs sa lahat ng pwedeng mgsend ng msgs, ewan bsta prang di ko nman naapreciate dhil sad prin ako… pero wla lng… nung nrnig kta umyk sa fone, ayko n mging sad kc ayaw kta umyk… i’m so sorry… hehe… pero ngaun it’s so clear to me how much you love me… it’s so clear to me na ggwin mo tlga lht pra maaus ang lht ng problma… i feel so proud of you kc matured kna pgdting sa relaxonships, a far cry from wat u have been before…;p hahaha… reality bites…;p lol… hahahaha… hunhun, i’m sorry kung nppaiyak kta ha?… sorry tlga… di ko tlga cnja gwin ung mga un pero at times d rin maiiwasan… bilis mo rin kc maiyak eh…;p hehe… but nyway, hunhun, mahal n mahal tlga kta… gawsh drama mode n nman c lanlan…;p vinvin kc eh…;p haha… bsta hun mhal n mhal kta more than you’ll ever know… swear… pero lessen ko n tlga ang pggng chuva chuva… haha… lam mo n yan… dba nga?… ‘pagkat sa isang taong mahal mo ng buong puso, lahat ay gagawin’… heheh… i love you baby vinny… wabyusowmeyts hownhown…;p haha…

mga taong dapat kong ipagpasalamat din ay ang aking 2 besties… hehe… TWEET and DAWN…

tweet tweet tnx tlga sa lht2!!! gawsh… grabe tlga never ko naicp n mggng besty p pla kta smntlng nung frst yr e inaaway kta… hahah…;p ang bait bait mo tlga nppgtyagaan mo ko…;p hahahah… at im so proud kc never p tau ngaway… kc nppgpasenxahan mo ko… tweet never kta idedesert pra kht knno man… remmber dat siZ…;p hehehe… im so hapi i have you tlga… i miss you na… lgi kc tau sabay ng season eh… single season, sad season, searching season… lahat2 na…;p bwahahahah… yanie loves you tweet…! hehehe… miss ko n nung 2nd yr lgi tau lkwatsa…;p haha… ngaun d n mxdo… prhas n kc taung taken and we have to admit na nbwasan ung tym ntin… but still…!!! hehehe… tarush prin taung 2… nyahahahahaha… i miss you na… lht ng mga boy talk ntin dti nkktawa nlng ngaun… pati picture marathon…;p haha… naubos ink nmin dun ha?!…;p haha… i miss you… let’s stay gorgeous…;p hahahaha… suicide-suicide-an on dec 2 ha?!…;p haha… love you so much!!!

dawnster!!!…;p hehe… harot ka lgi kog bnbasa ang blog mo…;p haha… naku, bkt drama queen kna ngaun grl?! haha… oh well… wla lng… prng lgi kng sad… most of your posts are so melancholic… aaaaaay… but don’t worry… though di ko tlga nggwa in action i’m always here for you… just mail me or send me a msg sa frndster… promise kht anong bc ko rrplyan at rrplyan prin kta… pwede bng inde eh sobrng love kta?!… taray ntin 5 years n taung 2…;p haha… sna d yan kumupas at mcra bez… i miss you… i mean it sooooobra… miss n kta mkausap… miss ko ng gmala with you… pra kcng 5 years kng nging mushroom eh… bglng sumusulpot tuwing vacaxon… bumalik k na dto sa vacaxon ha at wag kna pmntang saudi ayt?! hahaha… i hope nbbasa mo to… i miss you… i miss your kagagahan… at kalandian as well…;p haha… tarush…

hai… dmi kong mga namimiss… part one muna…

ang saya saya mainluv… hai… teehee…

hai… wala lang… ang saya saya tlga… hehehe… i’m so lucky i have my hunny… i love evrything bout u hunhun…Ü hehehe… oh well…

MAKITA KANG MULI

Makita kang muli

hehehe… vinny lgi mong knknta yan and i want you to know i love the way you sing it kahit pa headtone ka na sweetie…;p hahah…

i’m here without you baby but you’re still on my lonely mind… i think about you baby and i dream about you all the time…:’c

erm… pano ko ba isstart tong message ko… erm… feeling ko ito na ata ang pnkmtagal na 3 days ng lyf ko…;p hehehe… i won’t bit around the bush nymore, miss n miss ko n c vinny… hai… i miss him so much and i never missd him lyk this… nung vacation nman kc we still manage to text each other and talk on the fone… pero today, wala tlga… yesterday before he left he woke me up at 4 am though i really hafta get some sleep… i was damn tired coz of the fld3p the day before and test ko rin sa uste that day… but then again, ayko nmang umalis xa ng di ko man lng xa nkakausap… so kahit bangag pa ko cge lng…;p hehe… ngaun, grabe nangungulila na tlga ko…;p hehehe… yah that’s the term, nangungulila… gawsh nman… mei bkas pa… hai… nakakamiss na tlga xa… lam mo ung feeling ng mei ktxt ka buong araw… mei nggugudmorning, nangangamusta, nkkpgharutan kht sa text… at eto pa ung malala, ngugudnyt sau… lam mo ung dmi pang sasbhin sau before maggudnyt… dmi png kachorvahan…;p hehe… hai… asar tlga… pero aus lng… i hope he’s safe… i know he’s having the tym of his lyf… kya i’m happy for him… miss ko lng tlga xa kya ngddrama ako ngaun… naku kung fed up na kau sa ‘vinny stuff’ dito sa blog ko sorry…;p hehe…wla lng… kya kung sawa na kau just don’t read my blog…;p teehee… hmmm… one thing also came to my mind habang wla xa… naicp ko kc… kung 3 days nga lng ng wla xa nangungulila na ko eh… 3 days lng ng d xa mkausap, d mktxt at d mkta… pano p kya pg lyftym na?! waaaaaaa… asa pang kkyanin ko un…:’c hai… i’m very much looking forward sa wednesday… hai… i miss vinny… un lng…:’c